Oh my, while searching for my next obsession, I chance upon my blog. Couldn't believe that it's been more than a year ago I last updated with my "Official Announcement".

Life has been pretty much crazy after that. Finally got myself a driving license after a decade of holding on to my PDL. Took up part time studies and working at the same time is no joke. Imagine 4 days a week and I could hardly find time to do anything beside working my arse on school assignments, one after another. While it's another 2 months before I graduate. Wish me luck.

Happy Easter to all in advance! xoxo

"You cannot judge a tree, or a person, by only one season,
and that the essence of whom they are
and the pleasure, joy, and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end,
when all the seasons are up.

If you give up when it is winter,
you will miss the promise of your spring,
the beauty of your summer, fulfilment of your fall.

Do not let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest.

Do not judge life by one difficult season.

Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later."

Don't give up yet, there's still hope..

Wedding updates aside.

I've been bothered by quite a number of things lately.
Majority from the politics at work as it is pretty endless.
Just when you thought it's over,
another wave started, by the very same person of cos..
and the dreadful cycle goes on and on and on... it's mentally torturing.
I love my job, the amount of work is manageable,
but it is the politics which is killing me.
What could be worst than mental torture?

Next, comes the uncertainty in me,
I'm pretty sure that I am ain't sure as before.
Sometimes just when I managed to convince myself that it was the right decision,
actions told me otherwise.
It seems that our wavelength is drifting apart,
or perhaps, this is the real self (or what you claimed - alter ego) that I should be expecting. 
This "stronger alter ego" of yours is starting to remind me of this particular person at work
someone whom I shared a love/hate relationship with.
I love the way you guys loves me
but something which I cannot tolerate and hate is the hypocrisy in you both
even though they comes in different forms.
With all these,
I'm not so sure how much longer I can convince myself further.
A part of me is shouting for a timeout.
I'm getting tired
I wished I could just tell my life
"hey babe, you know what.. I'm actually pretty tired now..
well, let's take a break..and go into a deep sleep..
and when we get up, everything dark clouds would be gone"

Why do I feel so ever alone?

I'm so glad that we're able to work with "Lightedpixels"
they will be taking our pre-wedding & actual day wedding shoot.

Should nothing goes wrong,
we will be on our way to Paris in Nay 2011 for the pre-wedding shoot.

I can't wait.

I'm back. after being away for a day..
Well, a month of hospitalization leave is no joke!
but neither am I complaining..

I hope the updates of the wedding stuff didn't bored any of you lately

My recent buy from "Hello Lucky"

(A Set of Word Bubbles Chalk Board)

Thought this could do a lot for photo opportunities..
e.g. either for our pre-wedding photo shoot or
even the actual day for guests to write their thoughts on it for photography.

Hmm, I think after the wedding,
I should explore being a wedding planner or something related. Hee hee

So what's next? place card?
Not sure if that's realistic since we have like about 300 guests.
And neither of us possessed good handwriting..

Oh, not forgetting to announce,
Suizlene's wedding in April 2011 in Fullerton.
I'm so excited for her..

till then.. ♥